A massive wave of self-doubt came over me and caused me to avoid this blog like the plague. I started reading some other bloggers and was overwhelmed with the talent out here. I started thinking who am I to even think I can write a blog that people would like to read. I mean, let's get real, I'm not a writer. You can quit laughing - I'm well aware of that. I'm not a highly recognized name (no offense to my TV-addicted tweeps). But you know what I mean. Yep, Gamma was running scared. I wasn't about to put myself in the category of http://www.blacknbougie.com/ or /http://www.reads4pleasure.com/ and I'm not even touching http://tvreviewprogram.com/ or http://drgoddess.blogspot.com/ and a host of other blogs that I discovered as I Googled my various interests. To top it all off, my biggest cheerleader has been dealing with some things way more important than my little blog so I couldn't even get that boost of encouragement from her (you're in my prayers girl).
Bottom line I appreciate all the fantastic blogs I've found. I will continue to read you faithfully and even comment every now and then. But the real lesson has been, it's okay. I'm not you. I don't pretend to be you. But I enjoy blogging. Even more importantly, I enjoy blogging the random thoughts from my world. Whether it be life lessons, career paths, financial worries, or the squirrels that keep invading my bird feeders, I like it. If one, two, or ten people find my blog interesting, that's just icing on the cake.
So get ready, Gamma's back!